Wednesday, April 13, 2011

The Big Story Chapter 3 The tone and Gift


Chapter 3

The tone and Gift

Tomorrow Anosh is going to see her again. He has to go to college and collect hall ticket. Hall ticket is always given a day before first Exam.  He had seen Anita a countless number of times. It is going to be different tomorrow.
He gets up early in the morning. Not at 10am but at 5 am. But his face says that he don’t sleep at night. Nobody in his home was awake then. But he took long time to get ready. He took 20 minutes more to bath, Brushed two times, washed his face in between 3 times, he shaved his face neatly than ever. He spent half an hour in front of mirror. He put a white shirt and a new blue pants. 
In mean time his mother prepaid breakfast and tea for him. He had his breakfast and came out of home. It was heavy rain outside.
“Hoo this…. Rain”
His mother came with a black umbrella.
”Take this with you. Walk slowly through the side of road .Don’t forget Umbrella. Don’t forget to collect hall ticket. ”
“Momma! ”
“Keep hall ticket safe inside. Don’t get it wet”
“Ok Mom! ”. He opens the umbrella and walked though rain.
“And Anosh, please take your food on time”
His mother continued advising.

Anosh reached college at 11 am. It was still raining out side. Martin was standing near to the office.
“Hay, dude.”  Martin wished
“Hai, have you collected your hall ticket?”
“Yes. Do you completed preparation for tomorrows exam, I have one module”
“I have two modules to complete” Anosh answered.
“One module completed successfully!” Martin explained.
They moved through veranda.  
Anosh take breath slowly two three times, without getting attention of Dibin and asked very very casually. “Have you see Anita?”
“Why!”
“Mmm I have some Xerox of here with me. I mean Photostat of math’s book”.
He lied without any confusion.
“I didn’t see here, she may be in the class room.”
Saleen entered the seen. He was wearing red shirt and Blue jeans. He was almost wet he hates using umbrella.
“White shirt in a rainy day!” he commented about Anosh’s shirt.
“Is that true?” Saleen asked with a meaningful smile. Anosh smelled some thing wrong.
“What that?”
“What we hear about you?”
“What about me?” Anosh tried his maximum to sound casual.
“You have a line in this college right. White shirt new hello tune in phone, dressed neatly”
An atom bomb exploded in his stomach.
“He he” he smiled a crooked smile.
“The hello tune! They gave me an offer. I mean customer care 10 per month. Nice offer right. Don’t miss understand me. ”
“We have no miss understanding about you.”
“It was Anita. Right, I bet” Martin suddenly said. This time three atom bomb with a hydrogen bomb exploded in his stomach and one in his head. He searched for words in the ocean of darkness. This will be the last thing he expected for today when he wakes up. How do these pupils guess all about this? Did they see his message draft? No way!
Lots of possibilities came into his mind. May be, it is the result of chain reaction of atom bomb just exploded.” From where the hell, they get that Idea. Did they see my message draft in phone? No, because they don’t see I or my mobile after writing that Or Is there any hole in my head so that what I think was leaking out through it. Or is there any supernatural spy living inside my head. Did I have a dual personality disorder so that I will tell all my secrets to others and when I wake up everything was forgotten? Whatever it may be I have to find it out or it will be a great problem. If they know everything then this is the end of the world”
In some case friends are like elephants if they see a little plant of love started growing near by them they will crush it with their big black forelegs just for fun. But even after, if it succeeds to become a tree they will stand for it. That is friendship. Anosh thinks if they came to know about this they will kill him and Anita by teasing. They will tease him and her into peaces and serve it for all others in the class as joke meal.
He just smiles. Smile is his most commonly used weapon in this kind of situation. The theory is that others will be never able to find what the meaning of smile is. Some times they think he smiled because what they said was true. Other time they think he is smiling to their joke. Some thinks he is hiding out some think. But they are never going to figure out what actually it is. So here is a tip Smile. But beware if they got proof then that’s all.
“Why did you say like that?” Anosh asked to know if they get any clues.
“Is that true?” Dibin asked
  Anosh again smiled and asked again with curiosity “Why did you say like that?”
“You asked for Anita” Martin answered again.
“Ho! You guys” He said to them. ”Ho that was a wild guessing.” he said in his mind. “How can they guess thinks like that? Who gave them the bloody sixth sense?”
He didn’t ask any further questions to Saleen because enquiring is not like smiling they can get doubter. Second, tip of the day.
“I have to collect the hall ticket” Anosh changed the subject.
“We had already collected; we will be in the hostel. Are you coming there? ”
  “No I will go back to home”
Martin and Saleen run to the hostel in the rain. There was still rain, but its strength was reduced.
After collecting hall ticket, he went directly to class room. But nobody was there. He searched Anita in the library. But she was not there. He searched here in the stairs. But he didn’t find here. Now rain is stopped and it was the time to return to home. He walked towards the bus stop.
Tony was there waiting for the bus. Tony is his class mate who gives him the book of digital electronics in the library. Tony was a day scholar. His house is about 10km from the college.
“Are you leaving home today?” Tony asked.
“Yes I am planning to write exam coming from home.” Anosh replayed
A private bus came into view and it stopped at a distance of maximum from the bus stop. It was always like that. Bus drivers and conductors did not want more students inside. They both get inside the bus.
Anosh was thinking about Anita were did she go today? Did she collect hall ticket?
“Did she get that?” Tony asked.
“What?”  Anosh answered for un expected question.
“You don’t know that?” Tony asked again “Anita lost his golden chain in this morning”. Something hit on his stomach again. And he didn’t go to help here.
“Where did she lose that?” he asked.
“After collecting hall ticket she found it was missing. She thinks she lost it on the way to college. We were searching that all the way. But we failed to find out where she lost it”Tony continued “It was heavy raining that time. That may go through water. ”
“Did she get it back?” Anosh asked
“I don’t know there were still searching when I went to collect the hall ticket” Tony answered. So that’s why he is not able to saw here in the college.
“Is she ok?”
“I don’t think she is that depressed, she can handle that”
“She is cool, right?”  Hearing this Tony looked at him. “Have you done all the preparations for tomorrow’s exam?” Anosh suddenly changed the subject.
Lot remains. I don’t know how I am going to write the exam tomorrow”. Tony was a bright student. Class top students always answer like this, like they haven’t started even the day before exam. They will never agree that they have completed the revision a number of times.
Anosh knows he is flattering. Anosh decided to call here but not in front of Tony. So he continued talking about the exam. Both of them get down in the bus stand.
“Bye, see you tomorrow” Tony said
“Ok!”
Anosh waited still Tony to get out of his sight. He took the phone and dilled Anita’s number. But she was engaged. She was talking with somebody through the phone. So he cut the phone.
“Is she really encaged with some one? Did she already have a boy friend? What should I do then? Then she is going to say a no. She is gong to reject me if she is already engaged with somebody else. So that is going to be her answer, that’s all.” Anosh continued talking to himself. “Then there is no need to send the poem. I should delete them, so that nobody will see that. But what is the answer to Saleen’s question, am I a coward? No guts to propose one. Whatever here answer I should do that I have to prove myself? But what will Anita think? If she says a no, there is no need to explain this to here. And for a yes I will never say this to here.” Anosh seems everything is fine so he decided to continue.
Anosh get into the bus to begin the journey to home. It was twilight. The sky was red. Some of clouds seem to be in golden color. It was after the rain. Some where distant Anosh see a rainbow. He always wondered about the beauty of the rainbow. No body seems to notice that except him. People moved here and there very busy. He keeps on looking to it still it go out of his sight.
“She will call me, or do a miss call when she finds my name in miscall list. What to say when she calls. Sing a song so that she forgets she lost his chain today.” His mind went out of coverage.
"Idea!" he said to himself, something is not ok.
"I will set a hello tune for her. But, which one? I must be little careful. There is a chance that Others can get drought on me. I must be very cautious about Martin and Saleen "
He thought of different songs and decided with an old Malayalam song from Malayalam movie “Olangal” starting with "Thumbi vaa". It was a childish type melodious song.
"That was a nice one and safe. Nobody will be able to find this type of meaning for this song unless I told."
He was more than happy about his idea. But the big problem is the mobile balance. He checked his mobile balance.
30 Rs 22 pica. Enough! He dialed customer care number and selected talk to customer care from the voice menu.
"It that song is available?" he asked
"Yes, it is available, May I set it for your mobile sir?" a sweet female voice answer at the other end
"Yes.” he allowed.
"Your hello tune is changed. You have been charged just 15 rupees as song download charge. Thank you for using our service"
That was the end of 15 rupees. But he was happy.
He waited for her call.
The bus was getting nearer to his house. But she didn't give a miss call even.
The bus stopped at his stop he get down and walked towards his house through yellow street lights.
 "What went wrong? May be she don't found his miss call? Or she may not want to talk to him? Of curse not that. She may not have balance in her phone." He decided to wait the whole night.
“Idea!”, not again.
“She may not have the balance. I will recharge his mobile, as a gift. She will get surprise when she founds it. She is really going to think it was done by mistake”
Mean while he reached his home. But still Anita did not call him.
He opened the gate of his house. His mum was there in front of the house.
"Why are you seemed to be dull?"
"Nothing, Mom! I have to study a lot for tomorrow’s exam.” But that was not a lie.

The Big Story Chapter 4 Mails and SMS


Chapter 4
Mails and SMS
"Ding! Ding!"
"Please stop writing; place your pen on dusk" Mohan sir demanded to the students.
            Thus the first exam for the semester is over now. Anosh was sitting right side of second last bunch in the exam hall. Anosh closed his ball pen and placed inside his pocket. Time was 12:30 .Mohan sir came and collected the answer sheet according to roll number. Anosh collected all his belongings and got out of the class.
“How was that?” Anil asked.
“It was ok. I will definitely make pass mark” Anosh answered
“I got the second answer wrong” Tony said.
“Oh God you got at least one question wrong” Saleen commented to Tony with a smile.
   “That was the end of first exam and it is the time to relax. We got 5 days gap for the other one.” Anil pointed out.
“Are you coming to the bus stop, Anosh?”
“No I have to go to library” Anosh answered
But Anosh had a different plan in mind. He had already noted Anita’s class for the exam. It is in the other block. The same block where library belongs to. Students were discussing about the exams all the way.
On the way to library block Anosh saw her. She was with Ganga and Hasna. Martin was also there.
"Hay Anosh! How was your exam" again the same question. This is the most common question asked after any exam. This time it is asked by Ganga. 
"Not that bad." Anosh answered
"It was an easy exam, right?" Anita asked "Most of the questions are same as the previous year questions."
"Did you get your chain back?" Anosh asked without any change in tune.
"Oh no. I think, it may go through water. I have to search it again today. It was presented to me on my birthday"
"If it was gone through water now we can search it in the river or sea tomorrow." Anita was not happy with that comment from Martin she give a staring look at Martin.
"Is that real gold?" asked Hasna asked.
"It was pure gold of 22 karat." Anita replayed quickly.” I hadn't told to dad. I have to find it before he finds it was missing"
"Come on! We can go to the River and have a search" said by Martin.
. They searched all placeless from college to hostel and in the class rooms.
"Why did you call me yesterday? Anosh" Asked Anita when they were searching through grounds. It was a sunny day. The sky was clear and blue. Two three white clouds are floating in the sky.
"Nothing important, I just want to ask about this.” He was actually waiting for the question and was prepared for the answer.
"I think you will call me back or at least give me miscall."
"Sorry dude, I was really worried about the chain and today's exam"
"Oh tats Ok!” Anosh stopped for a while and continued “You are cool! You are not tensed as much I thought”.
"Actually I am really worried. Not because of the chain had gone but because I had to relive all this in front of my dad"
They searched the chain again for an hour.
"I lost all the hope. You guys carry on" Martin said holding a bunch of green grass "One day your father will know this. All the best"
"Tat was not funny.”  Anita answered with some disgrace. Anosh was also not happy with that comment. Martin walked away.
Rest of them continued searching for half an hour and finally decided to give up.
Anosh didn't get any chance to talk to Anita alone. The poem he wrote was still in his mobile SMS draft and also the tone. But Anita had no idea about that. She may not thought of this in her dreams.
No one in this world has the power of reading others mind. Anosh wished if Anita and he got that power of today.Then everything will be very simple. He can know her answer.
But, what about his guts. So he has to ask her once. “Not Now!" Anosh said it a hundred times to himself. His brain was actually splits into two. One half says to tell it now. Other says not now later. Finally he decided to do later.
"But one day I have to do this. No matter what was her answer" Anosh said in his mind.
"Are you going home today?" Ganga asked before they go to wash their hand.
"Yes, I am leaving home today. Before that I have to go to hostel and collect some Photostat for Network Theory" Network theory was the next exam.
Anosh walked straightly to hostel. Saleen was there in the room. The room was messy like always, there was a stack of Photostat in one corner and a hill of unwashed clothes on the other. Saleen was lying on the bed.  
“Hay, Saleen do you have your lunch?”
“I had that on time” Saleen answered and ask “Did you?”
  “Yap I had it just now. Where is Martin?”
“He is in the common room watching TV. Are you staying?”
“No leaving home.” Anosh start searching the stack of papers in the corner. And collected some photocopies of Network theory text book. He placed it inside his bag along with his dresses. He closed his bag.
”By Saleen, See you in next exam.”
“Ok dude” Saleen replayed carelessly.
Anosh went out of the hostel. He revised his plan on his mind. The poem was there in the mobile draft. “Send the SMS now. But not now she is little depressed now. How will she react if she gets the SMS now? She will react very badly and that will be the end of our friendship. Yes I will send it only after I send the gift then she will be surprised. And I will send it only when I am sure her mood is ok. I may send it after the next exam”. An exam always changes the mood. I don’t know how it works for me it always worked. But one thing, we can’t predict the mood after that, it depends on how was exam    
Anosh suddenly stop walking. He placed his feet on mud. It happens normally if we are walking careless. His mind was busy with other thoughts but he stopped suddenly.
"Ho shit!!" he said unknowingly. Bottom of his pants were already wet with mud water. There was a stream near by. He washed the mud from his pants. Something was shining in water. All glitters are not gold. But this was actually gold. He can’t believe his eyes. At last he discovered it.
"Thank God. You are so great”. He suddenly grabbed the gold. And verified it was Anita’s. Yes it is really Anita's.
He suddenly took his phone and dialed Anita's number and waited. In the other side of phone he hears ringing. He waited. But there was no hello from Anita.
He dialed again this time Anita said "Hello, what Anosh?"
"Did you say it to you dad?"
"I reached home just now. What is the mater?"
"Then you need not tell it you dad?"
"What?"
"I found you chain."
"Oh!!!!!!!!!" a sound of happiness came from other side of the phone.
"Did you have it really?" she asked with disbelief.
“Yes, it is now in my hands.”
“Thank you Anosh, Thank you very much. Where do you find it?”
“In the water stream near to college gate. I think you lost it here it don’t flow that easily, is it?”
“Whatever may be, at last you found it? I owe you one.” She said again
“Are you coming college tomorrow?”  Anosh asked
“It will be difficult for you to come here tomorrow right.”
“No Problem, I will come to the college tomorrow”
“No you just keep it safe with you and give it to me when you come for next exam” Anita denied it.
In his mind he thought a different way it would be wonder full if he gave it just after sending the SMS, which was in his mobile.
“Then Ok!” he agreed to here. They continued their mobile conversation for fifteen minutes. He acts just normal. He said the story of how he found it from water. Anita said the story of how she lost it and what is going to happen if he doesn’t find it. Anita decided to tell her dad that the chain was with her friend if dad discovers it was missing. And they talk about the rain and bad weather conditions. Anosh described to her how he found a rainbow yesterday.
“Ok bye.” Anosh cut the call and place the phone in his pocket. He placed the golden chain safely inside his bag in one of inside pocket. He was the happiest man in the world at the moment.
When he gets down at KSRTC bus stand, he has some other plan in his mind. Recharge! Yes recharge Anita’s mobile, a surprise gift. But she is definitely going to believe that it was donning by mistake. “She will never know this until I tell her. Idea! I will give her a clue. I will do recharge for her twice. That can produce a drought in her mind”. Anosh decided to execute first step of the plan now.
 He walked towards the mobile shop and asked for BSNL recharge of rupees 50.
Shop keeper gives him a recharge coupon worth 50."Isn't there an easy recharge for BSNL mobile?"
"Yes, Then write you mobile number her." shopkeeper show him a notebook which have a list of mobile numbers. Anosh write Anita’s number. It was by heart to him.
"It was not my mobile that’s why."
He waited sill Anita’s mobile been charged. Everything was more than fine for him in this afternoon. He did two things for her that made him feel very happy. He achieved something today.
He reached his home near 7’o clock evening.
“How were you exams?” Again the same question this time asked by Anosh mother.
 “Fine mom!” he answered.
 Today is the day of rest. Parents has no right to ask him go to study .There is five days leave before next exam.
He switches on the computer and placed himself in front of it. He signs in the mail and checked mails. There was an email from Anita. Anosh looked at online fiends list. Anita was not there. He didn’t mind others and opened Anita’s mail.
Thank U, again. Tats was just an escape I had today…
 Dad noticed it is missing. I said it is with Ganga……he asked why?
Ganga had a marriage in this week and he lends it for the week……
Wat abt network theory?
Bye see u at exam.
  
He replayed to the mail
Nice to see ur mail....
NO study for today...dont ask me about next exam just after an exam....
I would have done the same if i were u. Did u mention this to Ganga?
bye..
gd nt..
After sending this he signed out from his account and watched a movie named 'serendipity’. Serendipity is a 2001 romantic comedy, starring John Cusack and Kate Beckinsale. It is a romantic comedy. Movie says about means fortunate accidents which brings hero and heroine together.
He checked mail after watching the movie. Anita had replayed for his mail! He looked at online friend’s list. No she is not there. He missed here. She came online when he was watching movie.
Ho! Yes I informed it to Ganga.
See u at college
Bye
Good night 
”Ok send the SMS now?” it was the effect of the movie he just sees. “Yes I should ask her before sending the message” Anosh clicked replay button in the email. “It will be a great idea to ask may I propose you. You can know the answer without proposing.” He is thinking some stupid idea. So he deletes everything in the replay box and wrote.
   May I propose with a poem?
But some thing was wrong in that. Anosh did not feel confident about that. So he cleared replay box and write.

There is a surprise for u
I write a poem about u and it is in my mobile sms drafts...
may I send it to u????????

And he clicked send button. And finally he had done something. “What will she replay? Of course, yes or no. Digital answer, one or a zero. If she say no tats it the end of all. Ok, if she sends yes…….. I will send the poem and sees if yes remains the same…And will continue still a No…”But he had to wait. He is not going to get the replay at least today night. “She may be sleeping some were in her home now. What if she never replays the mail? Ok that will be the No. Will she ignore the mail?”  If she ignores it he has to wait a long period of time or wait for ever still he get a response.
Anosh readied the poem again. He replaced the word goddess with angel. She is really an angel.
Next morning.
Like normal days Anosh got up at 9 am. He checked the mail. No she hadn’t replayed.
“What are you doing there in front of computer before you get up from bed?” asked by his mother.
“I already got up mom.”
He checked mail two three times that day. But he didn’t see what he is looking for still night. At last she replayed. Her replay was there in his inbox. He opened. There was the no the first word. He feels it is better if hadn’t opened it.  
NO……No……I know…. it will be to make fun of me….
Don’t do tat………..
It will be something to make me an ass……

“That was actually not a complete rejection, is that? Ok I will not propose her. She thinks I am going to fun for her. Actually I never mean that. So there is no harm in sending the poem at least by deleting last line". The broken hearted finally decided to send his poem by deleting the last line.
He takes his mobile and deleted last line of the poem from his message drafts. But decide not to send now at night.
Next day before lunch he sends the message with last line deletes. Within few minutes he gets the replay. That was the difference between SMS and mail. For SMS we will get a faster response.
U...__ what do u mean by this… .What do u thinks of your self… once sent is sent.. Don’t do that again.
Anosh reads the message twice. “I should not have sent that. “
He replayed with a SMS.
 If tats too boring delete……….never mind...
After sending the message Anosh continued his network theory second module. In the evening he checked the mail. There was a mail from Anita. He opened it. That was a warning, literally
Whatever sends.........................?
Don’t dare to do that again unless u wants to here some bloody words from mee…

            That mail made him little insane he replayed back.
If that was like this watt will u do about other things….other surprises?
Don’t mind, it was a joke, is it?

He clicked send button. Next day he got the replay. Not by mail but by SMS. That was a very fast response.

 Wat was that mail.. I didn’t understand anything from tat..

He readied the message again and again. He now realizes that was a big mistake. “I should not have done that. Now, what to replay?” Anosh selected replay option and wrote.
Sorry for that, if you don’t understand that it is better you don’t. It was a small story. Sorry for tat mail.

            He sent that to Anita. But when he checked the mail next day there was also a mail from Anita.
I dint understand a word of tat mail... What was that?

He gets confused. “What to do next. The things are getting worse and out of my control, what to do…. What to do?” He finally takes a decision to tell everything to Anita. “Tell! No…. No , write yes write the small story” After a long period of thinking, he took a word file and write some thing . He cleared all and re writes it. After two three try he made the small story. Anosh titled it as “The Small Story”.
It was late at night. He click replay button in Anita’s email and wrote.

Hay Anita
            Don’t take it seriously
The Small Story
                        Once Saleen said his tragic love story, Martin his, finally he said I have no guts to propose a girl. So I decided   .On the day when u helps me in my assignments at last moment think I will try.
            For that I decided to give u three surprise and two rules for me, one if u stops respond I will stop other if u say no I will stop…These are I plan for u
The Poem
            It is to write a poem about u .Actually I don’t write it to make fun of u.
The one among Lacks,
Because I haven’t seen a girl like u
Stands still at storms
U sand cool even u at difficult
And So innocent heart ed,
I feel so in ur mail replays. Even if  u behaves like a very brave and friendly one and u r frank
Who smiles at failure,
You are always plecent.

Ho angel  I imprinted On u
I deleted last line as u said “No.”…(Rule two).Little Twilight
 How is it?
The gift
            It was to send u a surprising gift which u cant know until I tell which u cant reject easily or threw it  away .Do u get that that was easy recharge (ha ha ha) .First I charged 50 for ur number and then with 110……..
The thumbi(dragon fly)
             It was a very funny Idea to set a hello tune in my phone .And declares u as the thumbii .To understand that u have to hair my hello tune…
I won’t take u r next call
            Before all this I want u r permission so I ask u “may I snd it”.ur answer was NO
( ha ha)

            Saleen and martin have no idea about this so plz…
Sorry to bother u………… 

But the question still remains .Did I have the guts ?? Did it worth another try? What did u think?
I think now u understand everything
Again don’t take it seriously

Take care, bye
Anosh
That was little lengthy mail. May be the largest mail he ever written by his own. He sent the mail. He had a sleep less night that day. Day after tomorrow he is having the exam.
The mail made things more badly. He gets an SMS next day.
What was tat mail?? U recharged my phone…I told whole world I got recharged by luck…. Why did u do that… u wants to test guts???.. I don’t understand any thing...
He did not replay to it. This time Anosh was sure was Anita had send a replay in mail. He switches on the system.
 “What are you doing in front of computer? What are you going to write on tomorrow’s exam?”
“Mom Please. It is little important. Martin had sent some notes in mail” He answered to his mom.
As expected there was a mail from Anita.

I read ur mail

What was that all about???

  You want to propose some one and u just had a trial or reversal with me?y??
bcoz i was the stupidest among al u tot??

oh i think tats rude........

actually I dint  understand much of dat  mail...........
and y did u recharge to my phone..???

u cud have done all these to that girl itself...y this trial???

Or is this a joke of u guys???



How can I say tat u have d guts r not???

Whatever... I don’t understand.....anything....
The mail was a real shock for Anosh. He readied it a number of times. With all his courage he replayed it in a different way.

Sorry Anita,
wat was that all about???

  u want to propose some one and u jst had a trial or resersal with me?y??

(Not some one but U only)
bcoz i was the stupidest among al u tot??
No ,but The one among Lacks, as i wrote

oh i think dats rude........
ok ok ok,,Sorry Sorry.........
 
actually i dint  understand much of dat  mail...........

but i understand u r very much angry  with me..
and y did u recharge to my phone..???

u cud av done all these to that girl itself...y this trial???

or is this a joke of u guys???
Actually S .Sorry  (but i think u will also take it as a joke please please)


HW can i say tat u have d guts r not???

whatever...i dont understand.....nything....
Sorry for all those now I understand it as a Himalayan mistake in my life..


Sorry to hurt u(but i don’t mean too) 

Sorry to disturb u.
Now won't disturb u...

please forget all these...All was my mistake..
i wont do it again.


All the best for up coming exams

take care bye...........
Anosh

Next day was the day of exam. Anosh check the chain twice before he went to college. The exam was really difficult with lot of electrical problems. He has no idea if he passes or fail. He went directly to Anita’s exam room. “Did she see me?” Anosh see Anita before climbing up the stair. She was there standing near the stair. Anita move suddenly as if she seen someone she don’t want to meet. She disappeared into crowd of discussing students. He stands still there for few minutes and decided to go home.
At home he got a call from an unknown number.     
“Hello.”
“Is that Anosh?” a female asked.
“Yes”
“I am Geetu. I am a first year student. I lost my golden chain in water. Anita said me that you found a chain in steam. We were neighbors. ”
“OK”
“Can you send picture of the chain you got in mail.”
“What?”
“Please… please  ...” There was something wrong with tat please.
“But I don’t have your email ID.”
“Just send it to Anita’s mail.”
“But…..”
“Please.. Please”
“Ok I will send it, but I think it was Anita’s”
“Pleas send it so tat I can check.Thank you.”
She cut the phone. “What was that means?” Things are getting worse. “She may be thinking I lied to her that I got the chain. Or is this really Geetu’s”. One thing he was sure that Anita does not believes in him any more.   
He takes the picture of the chain and send to Anita’s email. After sending the mail he sends an SMS to Anita.
Check the photo in mail ……..
You don’t want to talk to me?
She didn’t replay to the SMS. He checked the mail. There was no replay.
He checked mail three times a day. But there was no replay. But finally he decided to do some thing more foolish than all that.
“Idea!” O My god! Again.
“I will write a small novel. ‘The Big story’ But what happen if someone read that? I will write it in different situation. A really imaginary situation .If some one see it then I should said that it is just a story”
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I readied his entire story. Hello I am Pramod Sahu .You doesn’t get me. I write this story for Anosh. I had gone through Anosh’s story. I am Anosh’s best friend .I am also his cousin. He shares everything with me. When I readied the story Anosh want me to rewrite it. That is what you just readied. Before reading the last chapter I asked him.
“What do you expect now?”
“Just nothing, you haven’t readied last chapter” Anosh asked to me. We both were at his house.
“No. I just completed second last one.”
I meet him just after all his exam.
“Did you give the chain to Anita?”
“No it is still with me. I will give it when she meets me next.”
“What will Saleen and Martin do if they happen to read this?”
“They will kill me first. Martin has some strong droughts about my hello tune.”
I continued the reading. The last chapter. It was nothing what I expected. I am not going to edit a word from that one. I am adding that here just as what it was like. I am also looking forward whats going to happen next when Anita reads this.


The Big Story Chapter 5 Last Chapter, Some EQs


Chapter 5

Last Chapter, Some EQs

            I don’t know Anita, will you ever read this or I don’t think you are kind enough to read still this chapter. It is boring, but. If you are reading this the whole story, then I want to thank you and this story is you and you only and the poem is about you. I have tried here to explain everything as much I can. If you not understand this even now I must say “My words are ended!”  And I never will be able to make understand better. I am very sorry that all the mails , SMS and poem hurts your feelings. The poem was not meant to make fun of you. I should have stopped after you refused to the poem. 
          Can we make everything back exactly like there was before the college closed? Can we remain friends like earlier when the next semester starts? Will you talk to me after this long day at college or will you behave to totally like a stranger then. I again want to say sorry to whatever mistakes I have done which hurts
          Your golden chain is safe in my hands I will give to back when we see each other… Or I will do whatever you say.
          I am such a fool I can’t understand it is such rude to behave to you like that. Your words “It was rude!  Makes takes off the entire peace in my mind. And words are disturbing me still now, from the moment I read that in your mail. If Saleen never challenged me I will never try to tell nor do all this to you. And the words tell me you are so disappointment with me. I don’t know what to say.
          Please don’t stop replaying to my mails and SMS. As once u SMS ed to me             ” Please replays to messages”. Do you know only after that I started replaying and forwarding messages?
The poem was not to make fun of u. If you feels bad, even now. I bet .I bet you can feel what was in the poem when you are heavily depressed. Read that when you feel nothing is going well and when you feel everything was lost and when you feel nobody believes in you. When you feel you are alone in this world middle of an ocean. When you where not able to stop crying. Then you may understand what I meant by it.
If you are not Anita and you know here, tell here I never want to hurt here and I now recognize my mistakes and say sorry from me.


EQ

I don’t understand a word from the story. What was that all about?
          That may be because of my silly language. I will brief it here. Actually I want to propose you. So I wrote a poem about you (you thinks tat was nonsense). But I had no enough courage to send it as SMS.  I also decided if you said no, I will not disturb you ever. And I want to give you a percent that will make you happy. I thought an easy recharge gift can make you feel as happy as you get 100 roses at a time. I give you an easy recharge as gift because; you can make your decision from your heart. And for your yes or no, no one will ever tease you. So I gave you the gift before sending the SMS. And also I loved to dedicate a song for you. But I have no enough courage, tats why I send you a mail asking “May I send the poem”. And I decided to take you answer as the answer of the poem. You said NO. That was it. I must have stopped there but I didn’t, I don’t know, why? I send you the poem deleting the last line. You replayed me with warning. But I just want to tell I have a gift for you. So I replayed you with some silly words, tat even now when I read that, I can’t understand what I written there. Then you asked me what tat mail all about. I am puzzled. I regretted about that mail later. So I collected some courage and decided to tell you all.  I wrote it as a small story. I never   think its going to hurt you. I thought you won’t take that seriously. Saleen ones challenged me for my guts. I wrote that also in it. But that was the awful. And you started to think I am playing some nasty game with you and I am making use of you as testing equipment. But actually I don’t mean that. I am sorry for that and everything. And finally you stop replaying for my SMS and email. Then I understand everything went wrong. I decided to do the confession to you. I didn’t found any way to explain all this to you. So I decided to write all that as a story, in a different situation, hopping this time you will understand better. But even now you do not understand me. I am requesting you to forgive me and forget all my stupidity.
How can I forgive you and forget all of this. First you write a stupid poem about me. Then that email. Now you write a story about me. Are you playing any game? It is actually very rude. Is this a joke for you?
A joke…, Yes it is joke now. When you said No I became a joker. And everything did I became foolishness of a joker, to make others laugh. When you laugh at the story you are laughing at me. I am the joker in the story not the hero. And I am a loser. When someone say No he becomes a joker and others laugh at him and later that become a joke forever for all. And so this is a joke. Life is a game some wins others losses. And this game ends when we complete this EQ. Like always a new game will start.
But I never said No or Yes to you?
 When you said no to the poem you said no to the proposal. Of course you said it unknowingly. You said no so are not my destiny, if you were you would some thing other; I know I am insane, and again a stupid thought, let me go like this take all that as a joke. And I don’t want to disturb you like this any more and this chapter will be the end of it. And for God sake forget all of this.
I will never forget this game u played using me. I will do my revenge one day.
what is this EQ?
EQ is Expected Questions from you Anita. What else it can be.

Are you sure I am going to ask these questions?
No, that’s why it is expected.
Why did you recharge my phone?
It was one of my foolish thoughts. I consider it as a gift, a different gift. I think you to be happier than when you get 100 red roses as gift. I had imagined it; you are smiling when you found you mobile being recharged by a fool by mistake. Did you smile actually? Again don’t take it seriously. And also for hearing the ring tone you should have balance in you mobile, right? And to replay my SMS you should have the balance right. So I recharged your mobile as a gift.
Why did you do it twice?
Actually it was a clue. I expect you to think somebody is doing it intentionally not by mistake. But I think it won’t work. Again you guess the same way some fool recharged your number by mistake.
Then, why didn’t you do that again?
No man in his right mind will do same mistake thrice. That was actually a waste. Even if I do it again you will think the same. So it is waste of time and money. I won’t do it again, I promise.
Why did you do all this stupidity with me, not somebody else? Am I the stupidest one against all the girls you know?
Because you are beautiful, you take care of others feeling, you are a good friend you are open minded, you are cool and are charming even in difficult situation. I never found a girl like you other than in my dreams. So I loved you. I had never proposed a girl before even if I fall for her. When Saleen said I got zero courage I really waned to know that so I did all this foolish things which I regret now. It was a stupid game as you feel. But why should I tell lie in a game? So I played it with you. I know nobody is going to agree with me. I should have kept it inside me like always. Please forgive me for this game. You can take it as an email joke, like all other jokes we all share through SMS and emails. Will you?
Nobody will be able to think it as a joke. And I am not going to forgive you for all these just like that. How was your exam?
 Engineering Mathematics was fine. For all others I am not sure.       
What do you want me to do now?
Nothing, just nothing, make this story nothing, let that mails to be nothing, forget the poem (I recon you have already deletes the poem.) .Let me keep al that deep inside only in my heart locked for ever. Keep all that out of your reach and replace them with nothing. Please delete those silly mails. Of course you can make fun of all these and me. But keep everything out of you mind. I will be happier, if you are just like how you are in the start of the semester. Be happy.     
Nothing! I had already deleted all that. You did all these for nothing?
No, I did all that for something. But now it is nothing.
Then why did you write this the story to disturb me again. Actually I am getting out of all this stuff at the time of other exams? 
Sorry for that again. I wrote this because I was totally disturbed. I think I made a deep dark mark in your heart. And I was totally upset. This story I wrote to reduce my disturbance. If I tell you everything I may get some mental piece.
What did you think of yourself? Idiot.
I promise I won’t do like this again. This is the last and final. Please don’t take it seriously. Everything is Ok. 
 How is it going to be Ok? Everybody know this right?
Nobody knows this still I am writing this. Even Saleen and Martin doesn’t know about this I hadn’t tell them a word. Martin got some droughts, but he does not know this confirmed. Nobody knows my blog. I give link only to you. If any one accidentally read this, they will think this as a stupid story. So there is nothing to worry about this get you out of all this stuff.     
For that I don’t need you advice. You did all for fun. Do you really love me?
I loved you because you are Anita. That will be my arrogance. But is it a real love, like you I also have dough. May be yes because I want you to be happy and I feel I am in love with you. But of cause that doesn’t mean my love is true. May be a no because I propose you to test my guts .I know nobody is going to tolerate with me for that, but I did that through a complicated and stupid way. That was not a symptom of real love. May be no because I am ok with you NO, I wrote all this not because you said no, but to make you take it just as a joke and be happy. This love is not true because I am not hurtled for you rejection of the poem, but little amused when you start to think it was to make a joke of you. The small story was to test my guts. And at the moment when you completed reading it I proved it I have courage. No my love is not real when I consider all things I do I feel I am plying a game with you, without your permission.
Did you notice one interesting thing in this? I never proposed you. But I have proved I have guts to propose. But I tried to propose you. But why did you say no? Do you have any other boy friend? May be you are clever enough to guess what I am up to when I said poem. Please be happy, don’t bother about all this.
Mind your business. Did you try any stupid things when I stop responding to your SMS and email?
Like suicide, I didn’t try that. Actually I don’t want to disturb you on you exam and spoil your semester. But writing all these as a story in different situation is my current stupidity. And this will be the last with you I promise.
What did Saleen and Martin say about all these?
Saleen and Martin know nothing about this. I have a best friend Promod; I told to him only. I did not discuss about this to others. I really don’t want you to get teased in front of others for my fault. So I kept all this as a secret. They got no clues but they guess well, they smell something wrong. I will take care of them. We have to be little careful with them especially Martin. They are going to kill me if they got all this, that much I am sure.
Do you write poems like this always?
          No, I am not a poet. Any one can write poems and stories. Thanks for calling it as poem. It is not a big deal. But writing good poem is a great deal.
          Ho! Then can you write another one?
                   Yes, I will try. Here it is.

Life is beautiful
You are so wonderful
Those moments with you are cheerful
I will remember it life full.

          My love was faithful
          But you are so doubtful
          That made me painful
          I became sad full

I am Harmless
Don’t make me heartless
You come to me in my dreams
It’s not real as it seems
         
          Is your heart made of stone, beauty?
          So you kept me thirsty
                   Are you happy now, baby?
                   Making me cry


          I wrote a poem hopeful
          You said it was harmful
          I wrote a story truthful
          You replay it was hurtful

                   I became very careful
                   Nothing was useful
                   So I fall in darkness
                   I decide to write the story in sadness
                  
         
          I wrote this to show my innocents
          But you caught my guilefulness
          If you take all these cheerful
          I will be very grateful

Life is beautiful
You are so wonderful

How is it?

She didn’t answer me, she came only for questions
It was in my Dream because
I neither know she come from nor she gone.
ALONE AGAIN